Many thanks to Chandreyee Chatterjee for this !
Elaan now has a community on www.orkut.com
Monday, December 4, 2006
Saturday, December 2, 2006
Incest - When the abuser is someone in the "family"
http://in.news.yahoo.com/061202/43/69xt8.html
It hurts like hell when the pain is intended and you don't deserve it
It kills when the person who hurts you is someone whom you have placed implicit trust in.
To top it off, Indian society has this brilliant habit of familiarizing every "friend of the family" into the family hierarchical structure and thereby making it really tough for a young member to go upto his/her parents and say " x uncle tried to touch me". The most common response to such accusations would be "tut tut darling he's like family to us..must be your overactive imagination again".
Respect and regard are subjective terms in this beautiful,potential-filled country. We as children are told never ever to talk to strangers / offer personal information to them BUT with these so-called "family friends" everything is an open book.
A few statistics to shake you up -
In India, 80% of cases of child sexual abuse are categorized as Incest.
What is Incest exactly ?
Incest is a term used to describe/categorize incidents of abuse that have occured at the hands of a family member or "blood relation" as we gory people like to call them. However, in context with the sociology at play with regard to how close we keep our friends and acquaintances, incidents that have involved them have also been categorized under Incest.
A clearer definition is available here.
You could also check this out.
Unfortunately most of the links provided belong to the US and the UK. You might wonder why i prefer international websites to the national ones. The reason is simple - these guys have understood and learned to frame certain definitions more accurately, and i have personally found them to be much more comprehensive and easy to manouver.
It hurts like hell when the pain is intended and you don't deserve it
It kills when the person who hurts you is someone whom you have placed implicit trust in.
To top it off, Indian society has this brilliant habit of familiarizing every "friend of the family" into the family hierarchical structure and thereby making it really tough for a young member to go upto his/her parents and say " x uncle tried to touch me". The most common response to such accusations would be "tut tut darling he's like family to us..must be your overactive imagination again".
Respect and regard are subjective terms in this beautiful,potential-filled country. We as children are told never ever to talk to strangers / offer personal information to them BUT with these so-called "family friends" everything is an open book.
A few statistics to shake you up -
In India, 80% of cases of child sexual abuse are categorized as Incest.
What is Incest exactly ?
Incest is a term used to describe/categorize incidents of abuse that have occured at the hands of a family member or "blood relation" as we gory people like to call them. However, in context with the sociology at play with regard to how close we keep our friends and acquaintances, incidents that have involved them have also been categorized under Incest.
A clearer definition is available here.
You could also check this out.
Unfortunately most of the links provided belong to the US and the UK. You might wonder why i prefer international websites to the national ones. The reason is simple - these guys have understood and learned to frame certain definitions more accurately, and i have personally found them to be much more comprehensive and easy to manouver.
Friday, December 1, 2006
If you know someone who has been abused
Abuse scars people. That by itself is an understatement. To even think of empathizing with someone who's childhood has been raped by acts so violent and malicious that they literally blind one's ability to trust is close to impossible, no matter how sincerely we might try to be around.
Knowing that you have been abused and acknowledging the fact that it occured with you is the first step to healing from abuse. My process took 10 long painful years but it was worth it. Learning to trust people other than myself was the hardest part of it.Second to that was dealing with the fact that the battle to heal was a lonely one, with no law and nobody who "really" got the magnitude of how deep the pain ran.
From personal experience therefore ,i have compiled a list of Do's and Dont's with regard to communicating with someone who is/might be a victim of sexual abuse.
*This applies to abuse of all natures, it is not restricted to only sexual abuse*
The Dont's come first for personal reasons :-
Do Not Judge me. I need empathy. If you are incapable of silencing yourself/offering an unbiased opinion, SHUT UP.
If I need help, be it medical or psychological, allow me to make the decision as to whether or not to seek it. Ultimately how i deal with my pain needs to be a self-directed choice. In other words, i need a friend, not superman.
Do not, at any point of your passion to "make things right", make or take hasty decisions on my behalf. Repeated requests have in the past, aggravated situations because people got pissed off and didn't listen.
Do NOT try and hold/hug/kiss/cuddle me if i do not wish for it.It isn't rocket science that non-consensual physical contact constitutes abuse.
Do not, at any point of time, blame either me or my family. Blame the system, that is not only judgemental and non-supportive, but has no law against CSA.
Do not take on the task of informing my circle about my experience.It is my pain to speak of, and if i feel the need to speak out, i will (and have :) ) .
Do not make false promises. React within your capacity. If you are ill-equipped to deal with a disclosure of abuse, acknowledge it and seek out someone who is educated and sensitized with regard to helping people deal with abuse.
Do not do anything that messes with my personal comfort zone. You have NO idea as to how it feels, therefore if i feel that painting,reading,smoking is my outlet of choice in comparison with other more harmful activities, let me be. The last thing a disturbed person needs is a bloody wannabe superhero who talks too much !!
And now for the Do's :-
DO be around for me without imposing yourself.
Do offer to accompany me to the shrink/lawyer/specialist, i might need some company.
Do research the topic of CSA, Incest and Indian Law in order to educate yourself on what victims of abuse go through.
Do your bit at spreading the word around against CSA and other forms of violence on children by organising discussions and workshops. The International Purple Ribbon Project in collaboration with Elaan, is an excellent starting point. :-)
Do join the movement to educate yourself,people in your area and your friends on how to deal with disclosures of abuse.
The abuse might have ended years ago. The scars still remain.
The abuse might be ongoing even today. That doesn't mean it cannot be stopped.
The law might have turned its back on us. I have not.
Knowing that you have been abused and acknowledging the fact that it occured with you is the first step to healing from abuse. My process took 10 long painful years but it was worth it. Learning to trust people other than myself was the hardest part of it.Second to that was dealing with the fact that the battle to heal was a lonely one, with no law and nobody who "really" got the magnitude of how deep the pain ran.
From personal experience therefore ,i have compiled a list of Do's and Dont's with regard to communicating with someone who is/might be a victim of sexual abuse.
*This applies to abuse of all natures, it is not restricted to only sexual abuse*
The Dont's come first for personal reasons :-
Do Not Judge me. I need empathy. If you are incapable of silencing yourself/offering an unbiased opinion, SHUT UP.
If I need help, be it medical or psychological, allow me to make the decision as to whether or not to seek it. Ultimately how i deal with my pain needs to be a self-directed choice. In other words, i need a friend, not superman.
Do not, at any point of your passion to "make things right", make or take hasty decisions on my behalf. Repeated requests have in the past, aggravated situations because people got pissed off and didn't listen.
Do NOT try and hold/hug/kiss/cuddle me if i do not wish for it.It isn't rocket science that non-consensual physical contact constitutes abuse.
Do not, at any point of time, blame either me or my family. Blame the system, that is not only judgemental and non-supportive, but has no law against CSA.
Do not take on the task of informing my circle about my experience.It is my pain to speak of, and if i feel the need to speak out, i will (and have :) ) .
Do not make false promises. React within your capacity. If you are ill-equipped to deal with a disclosure of abuse, acknowledge it and seek out someone who is educated and sensitized with regard to helping people deal with abuse.
Do not do anything that messes with my personal comfort zone. You have NO idea as to how it feels, therefore if i feel that painting,reading,smoking is my outlet of choice in comparison with other more harmful activities, let me be. The last thing a disturbed person needs is a bloody wannabe superhero who talks too much !!
And now for the Do's :-
DO be around for me without imposing yourself.
Do offer to accompany me to the shrink/lawyer/specialist, i might need some company.
Do research the topic of CSA, Incest and Indian Law in order to educate yourself on what victims of abuse go through.
Do your bit at spreading the word around against CSA and other forms of violence on children by organising discussions and workshops. The International Purple Ribbon Project in collaboration with Elaan, is an excellent starting point. :-)
Do join the movement to educate yourself,people in your area and your friends on how to deal with disclosures of abuse.
The abuse might have ended years ago. The scars still remain.
The abuse might be ongoing even today. That doesn't mean it cannot be stopped.
The law might have turned its back on us. I have not.
Thursday, November 30, 2006
Dealing with the past is hard
Anything that spells out v.i.o.l.a.t.i.o.n is bound to leave a lot of scars behind. Being "hurt" does not always have to mean cuts and bruises. Some hurt transcends beyond physical pain and settles itself in the mind like a slow poison that silently kills feelings of positivity till there is literally no hope left. We are then, apparently, "beyond help".
Healing from an abusive experience is always possible. Maybe not 100%, but changes can be made.
You dont need to be a victim forever. Survive.You deserve both health and happiness.
Think about this -
You were NOT responsible for what happened. So why hurt/harm/drown yourself in feelings of self-blame ?
Healing from an abusive experience is always possible. Maybe not 100%, but changes can be made.
You dont need to be a victim forever. Survive.You deserve both health and happiness.
Think about this -
You were NOT responsible for what happened. So why hurt/harm/drown yourself in feelings of self-blame ?
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
D-Day !
Finally, WN is happening...
Excited as hell.
Volunteers report from 2pm onwards, core team at 1pm .
Creative team to be here any minute to brush up on details.
will post pictures / media reports soon.
Excited as hell.
Volunteers report from 2pm onwards, core team at 1pm .
Creative team to be here any minute to brush up on details.
will post pictures / media reports soon.
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
White Noise Poster
This is it ! :D
A huuge thank you to Samita (TheSam) for tolerating my pathetic time management skills. The original is sans mugshots of the other two performing artists, so this poster has been modified by moi to fit them in.
Monday, November 20, 2006
About Abuse and Us
I am the FudgeQueen. I would prefer to be known just as that for now, till we are better acquainted. This blog will focus on providing consistent updates and informative essays on Child Sexual Abuse.
My group is called Elaan. We have been around since July 2004. We will be a registered NGO by January 2006. Till then the movement to spread awareness on Child Sexual Abuse is being spearheaded by me. Its tough but relevant.
What IS Child Sexual Abuse and why bother crying yourself hoarse over it when it's about something that happened in the past ?
That's a question that i have been asked by all and sundry. After tiring myself out with diplomatic responses, i feel that this, i.e. today, is the right time to set the record straight.
I have had personal experiences with facing abuse, and have been through hell with dealing with the aftermath of it. I see myself as a living example of a survivor who, after (finally) receiving support and love, is still not completely over it.
The aftermath is what is even more dangerous than the abuse itself.
As for the "what is", you're not stupid. You have the internet. Read This, and This too.
And if you havent had enough, there's 1 , 2 , 4 , 5 , 6 , 8 , 9 , 10 .
NEWSFLASH
WHITE NOISE - THE CONCERT DEDICATED TO PROMOTING NEW MUSIC JUXTAPOSED WITH A RARELY ATTEMPTED ENDEAVOUR (CSA AWARENESS), IS HAPPENING ON
Thursday the 23rd of November
at Swabhumi - The Heritage Park from 5pm onwards.
Entry fee is only 10 bucks.
Performing artists -
CASSINI'S DIVISION - the gods of alt (:D)
HOOF HOOEY - passionate punk rockers
A-LIST - Ash,Ashwini,MKB, your favorite rapper's favorite rapper.. check him out here
Thats all for now folks, comments welcome.
My group is called Elaan. We have been around since July 2004. We will be a registered NGO by January 2006. Till then the movement to spread awareness on Child Sexual Abuse is being spearheaded by me. Its tough but relevant.
What IS Child Sexual Abuse and why bother crying yourself hoarse over it when it's about something that happened in the past ?
That's a question that i have been asked by all and sundry. After tiring myself out with diplomatic responses, i feel that this, i.e. today, is the right time to set the record straight.
I have had personal experiences with facing abuse, and have been through hell with dealing with the aftermath of it. I see myself as a living example of a survivor who, after (finally) receiving support and love, is still not completely over it.
The aftermath is what is even more dangerous than the abuse itself.
As for the "what is", you're not stupid. You have the internet. Read This, and This too.
And if you havent had enough, there's 1 , 2 , 4 , 5 , 6 , 8 , 9 , 10 .
NEWSFLASH
WHITE NOISE - THE CONCERT DEDICATED TO PROMOTING NEW MUSIC JUXTAPOSED WITH A RARELY ATTEMPTED ENDEAVOUR (CSA AWARENESS), IS HAPPENING ON
Thursday the 23rd of November
at Swabhumi - The Heritage Park from 5pm onwards.
Entry fee is only 10 bucks.
Performing artists -
CASSINI'S DIVISION - the gods of alt (:D)
HOOF HOOEY - passionate punk rockers
A-LIST - Ash,Ashwini,MKB, your favorite rapper's favorite rapper.. check him out here
Thats all for now folks, comments welcome.
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